frequency of ray

i’m not here to fix.
not here to teach.
not here to convince.

i'm here to feel.
to move like light on skin.
to say the thing beneath the thing.
to speak what hums in the bones before it becomes a thought.

this is not a brand.
this is what happens when a woman stops holding back.

i work with voice, ritual, softness and electric truth.
i've died and begun again more than once.
i live slower now. clearer.
closer to breath, closer to earth, closer to god.

you don’t need to understand me.
just feel what rises in you as we meet.

dive deeper…

I am an experienced model, a certified integrative health coach and a devoted mother.

but those are just roles. what lives underneath is something harder to name
a deep curiosity for truth, for the unspoken, for what’s just beneath the surface.

I move through life like a witness and sometimes like a storm.
I dance, I sing, I make sound not to perform but to return to sensation, to pulse, to memory

I’ve never been one to follow the rules but I feel every shift of breath in a room
I might miss a deadline or send my invoices with little mistakes but I’ll never miss the small sacred moments in between 

I love like truly love
babies, animals, the unprotected ones
the ones without armor
I see them because I once was them and in some ways, still am

I don’t shy away from conflict, I name it, I tame it when needed
I listen to the pain underneath and I hold it without fear

I’ve always been polarizing
in school, in rooms, in love
my presence often brings up truth
and those who aren’t ready: pull away

my work is not for everyone
but it is for those who are done pretending

I didn’t come here to lead and yet, I do
not from strategy but from presence
not from perfection but from a heart wide open
guided by clarity, wildness
and a love for those who are often forgotten

I move like a prayer on a skateboard, a bike, a snowboard
or whatever else I can get into my hands

and I’m not here to teach you but if we meet
you might remember something about yourself
you hadn’t felt in years

those closest to me
I ask only one thing from them:
stand in your own truth

because that’s all I ever wanted for myself too
and maybe
that’s why I’m here.